Monday, January 31, 2005
i think maybe i'm back? it's hard to say, because i still don't have a working keyboard at home. who knew how much i would come to regret drinking sprite while working from home? obviously not enough, because instead, i sit here at the school computer eating my dinner and drinking some sort of soda-y water. i'll be careful, i swear.
also, maybe i am regaining a bit of inspiration. the difference between july 7th and 8th or 8th and 9th or whatever is astounding. that was the day i found out i had lost the love of my life. and living in his hometown, with memories of him EVERYWHERE, is not so fun for me. no one wants to read about how sad i am all the time, and disguising my feelings behind cereal metaphors is just dumb. but there was nothing i could start to write about that wouldn't somehow end with sadness trickling from my fingertips.
the recent shout-outs i've gotten from old friends have picked up my spirits immensely, so thanks to those of you who have reached out in one way or another. don't worry- not so immensely that i have lost my sarcastic wit or cynical humor. is there any other way to live than behind a mask of constant bitterness? c'mon now. my mama sure knew what she was doing when she named me. :)
also, maybe i am regaining a bit of inspiration. the difference between july 7th and 8th or 8th and 9th or whatever is astounding. that was the day i found out i had lost the love of my life. and living in his hometown, with memories of him EVERYWHERE, is not so fun for me. no one wants to read about how sad i am all the time, and disguising my feelings behind cereal metaphors is just dumb. but there was nothing i could start to write about that wouldn't somehow end with sadness trickling from my fingertips.
the recent shout-outs i've gotten from old friends have picked up my spirits immensely, so thanks to those of you who have reached out in one way or another. don't worry- not so immensely that i have lost my sarcastic wit or cynical humor. is there any other way to live than behind a mask of constant bitterness? c'mon now. my mama sure knew what she was doing when she named me. :)
Thursday, January 13, 2005
QUE PASA CON EMISORIO 99.1? DONDE ESTAN MIS SPORTS JUNKIES? AYUDA!
